hmph
I’m suprised that only Jepha writes in her blog now, whats going on?
I shouldn’t be talking but still.
i need to get away
With a time share and a group of friends I wanna go head out to the poconos. Like from a Friday - Sunday type of thing.
Who’s with me?!
girrrrrrrrrrrrrrl! Let me get paid first!
I woke up extremely early
My boy invited me to go boxing with him because he could sense that I wasn’t feeling like myself so he’s like I have something that will cheer you up. At first, I didn’t know what it was until we started jogging a couple blocks and I’m like “yeah, you’re right, jogging is clearing my mind” and he’s like “what? no jissella!” then we get to this really nice boxing studio and wow he taught me everything! I loved it! lmao I wanna be a boxer haha
We just jogged back and I need to shower and get ready for my doctor’s appointment. I can’t wait to weigh myself so they can see a huge improvement in only one month and I’m definitely not stopping there :] even though I pigged out yesterday with that waffle and kit kat bar haha never again!
Then I have to start on my English research essay and iron my ROTC clothing. I have class from 2-3. sucks.
One Of My Favorites.
aw I miss this. fuck boys :] especially when you’re called spoiled and not special hm.
my day
I went to two classes: Faith and Critical Reasoning then Structures of Computer Science. I skipped Art History to go eat breakfast with the gang which is just what I needed. They had me laughing so much especially Joel and Luis :] I’m also happy that our Friday morning classes are cancelled because U2 IS PERFORMING AT FORDHAM! HOLY SHIT! this is great. So then I went to work! The guys and I are just taking the funniest quizzes the whole 3 hours I was there; it was fun especially since we were being timed haha. I then went to tutoring for Comp Sci then headed home. Got here at 5ish then went to the gym at 7. OMFG I went to Planet Fitness! Nneka and Lizzy-remember the guy that was hitting on me: Stalin! He was there and he did it again! He cut his hair and looks pretty good now. oh man.
Now I’m here and I’m crazy hungry grrr.
Dear Tumblr,
I’ve worked incredibly hard to be where I am now. I surround myself around a trillion things/responsibilities! I always have added classes and you know, I don’t even take a break during the summer. I still have to excel in summer courses to get extra credits so I can smoothe sail it during my senior year but I’m tired. I feel so young yet so old at the same time. Everyone tells me college will be over in 3 more years; no it’s not! Atleast not for me it isn’t. I want my Ph.D which is something else my parents can be proud of and even after I graduate college, I’m off to god knows wherever the Air Force stations me. This semester, I actually got a C+ on one of my midterms and guess what! I didn’t stress over it too much but everyone else around me did. “It’s not like you Jissella, you’re way better than this.” Yeah well..give me a break.
I also have a problem. I hate my body image and I’m not even that awful to look at haha!
P.S. I hate when guys hit on me AS SOON as I become single. I don’t want a relationship anymore-probably for another 8 years! yeah..
jesus christ
It is freezing out there!
I went out to go run some errands for mama and my hands nearly froze
never againnnnnnn
today just sucks.
I’m feeling sick
like completely.
I think I need to vomit :[
my stomach and head are pounding.
This makes me not want to go to practice tomorrow but I have to. gay.
Good night guys.
how do you know
when you’ve lost a good thing?
I guess you don’t since I was never that special.
Those words will always stick with me, thanks a lot.