December 2008
112 posts
my day
Woke up at 3:30 cause God knows I was tired
See a few texts there; especially from both Amy and Jepha complaining that I don’t hang out with them as much as I should-UGH!
Texted Nneka asking if we were still going ice skating-she says yes
I cleaned real quick, showered, and got dressed to leave at 5
SO Nneka tricks me saying to leave my house right away, that we’re going ice...
“True love doesn’t have a happy ending, because true love never ends....”
– Jissella and William
History
There always seems to be one disadvantage to every story. Unfortunately, History is my obsession and with that comes having to read and listen the world’s greatest love stories. Whether it be Romeo and Juliet, Antony and Cleopatra, Robert and Elizabeth Browning, or Marie and Pierre Cure, they all had one thing in common which was their desire to be with one another against all odds. Well,...
“You might do better messing with someone else’s mind.”
DONE
I will never go back to the 170th area and that’s a promise.
reoccuring mistakes
So I keep making the same mistake over and over again; I let my heart judge over what my mind should do. My mind says to stop seeing him; that its just not worth being upset over but my heart says another. My heart wants to believe that he can change, it has hope that some emotions can come out and that we could actually be happy together. Sometimes-my heart just seems like a fantasy and my mind...
Christmas Eve
I woke up and started cleaning my crib
Took my car and ran some errands for Mama
I had to drive to my aunt’s house in the BX to get some food that she prepared for us and I forgot to pay her! omfg so I had to go back after I was already in Dyckman
I dropped off some papers for Daddy’s pool hall
Drove to Macy’s in Yonkers to get some more gifts on these peoples lists!
Came...
I had a rare dream
It was Christmas Day and I was wearing a beautiful red satin dress
I was spending it with my family and Adrian was there
I was a bit confused and I went over to him and asked “What are you doing here?”
He said “What do you mean? I came to see my future wife like always”
And then he knelt on one knee and proposed
WTF?!?!
Turns out I end up saying yes and it...
P.S.
PEOPLE WITH BIG EYES HONESTLY SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF ME!
AND I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR AGAIN BUT WHICH COLOR?
super
HILARIOUS DAY!
Woke up and couldn’t take a shower since my bathtub was clogged up so I had to lay in my towel for 2 hours!
Nneka called me and we both got ready to go shopping
At 3, I tried finding a present for mama until Katie texted me all bored and wanting to meet up
We headed to Nneka’s block and headed over to Chase
MY PIN IS EXACTLY THE SAME AS IT ALWAYS WAS SO WHY IS IT...
“In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would...”
hmm
so after four months, I was finally able to let go.
Good luck to you kid :] remember what I told you
Shopping tomorrow, I should really go to sleep!
“I want to fuck you like I’m never going to see you again.”
– I dig it haha
jeez
I hate going to sleep feeling angry, awesomeeeee.
EW
Now I’m happy I didn’t go to Chitty’s party! I would have had the worst time cause my fucking ex went and he would have been stalking me OD! THANK GOD FOR NOT GOING!
“We’re fighting this war when baby both of us are losing.”
oh man
Well this morning, I accompanied Katie to go see Juan for obvious reasons. Came home and called Gari to come to my crib and chill while my parents were gone. Katie wanted me to hook her up with one of my friends so who better than Andy-cute adorable- kid. So they, Gari and Andy, come over and we’re all conversing until Gari and I leave to my room to..yeah like we all don’t know..and we...
Katie
Her boyfriend, Juan, just broke up with her through text. Come on now, he should be a man and tell her in person. That’s so fucked up. She’s really upset now and I feel awful for her :[
suggestions
SUGGESTIONS FOR TODAY:
PLAY POOL
GO ICE SKATING
SEE A MOVIE (THEATERS OR SOMEONE’S CRIB)
GO BOWLING
I WANT TO DO SOMETHING!
what a filled day!
so last night was really great. Bullet points it is:
I woke up around 1ish and started watching Wayne’s World (obviously!)
Took a shower around 4ish cause Nneka was coming over to pick up my extra headphones
She did my hair and nails :]
We left to go eat at Kennedy’s cause la chica was starving!
Everyone is hitting me up to get to Lucy’s already
So we walk over there and I...
“Some nights alone, he thinks of her. Some nights alone, she thinks of him. Some...”
yesterday
Yesterday was one of the funnest days I’ve had by far. I was going crazy because of finals! Then I called Nneka and I raced over to her crib in a cab (wasted $13) pfft! I was broke after! We headed to the post office to get Nneka’s Chanel shirt which is completely cute. I WILL borrow it, SHUT UP! Met up with Gari and ran some errands for my woman. Gari headed to his crib to bring the...
Watchgoldenpandas:
bonafide kiddie porn. smh*
*bitting boobing thru the shirt
*using my back massager in the WRONG places.
*i got so much G bitches is sayin my name instead of Gari’s [hollla at meee!]
So Gari and I have serious problems! lol and ewwwww, why didn’t ANYONE tell me I talk like a freaking total white girl? I don’t like it :[ btw, my neck OD hurts haha
LMAO
I’m supposed to be nice to someone who is a total dick to me? NO FUCKING THANKS KID. fuck that man, I’m done wasting my time for someone who’s never going to wake up.
Like I said, I want to drink and no kid is going to fuck up my mood. awesome.
OMFG
WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING: CHOOSING TO TAKE TWO FINALS IN ONE DAY!
I’m nervous and worried as fuck. We spent so many hours in the library studying for Sociology and pfft nada! Nothing has stayed with me and I really don’t want to wing it but I’m going to have to. History, I’m a little worried as well to be honest. I need as much help as I can get :[
ughhhhhh
TONIGHT-I...