Dear Tumblr,

I’ve worked incredibly hard to be where I am now. I surround myself around a trillion things/responsibilities! I always have added classes and you know, I don’t even take a break during the summer. I still have to excel in summer courses to get extra credits so I can smoothe sail it during my senior year but I’m tired. I feel so young yet so old at the same time. Everyone tells me college will be over in 3 more years; no it’s not! Atleast not for me it isn’t. I want my Ph.D which is something else my parents can be proud of and even after I graduate college, I’m off to god knows wherever the Air Force stations me. This semester, I actually got a C+ on one of my midterms and guess what! I didn’t stress over it too much but everyone else around me did. “It’s not like you Jissella, you’re way better than this.” Yeah well..give me a break.

I also have a problem. I hate my body image and I’m not even that awful to look at haha!

P.S. I hate when guys hit on me AS SOON as I become single. I don’t want a relationship anymore-probably for another 8 years! yeah..